From time to time i find myself rather stressed and tend to pity myself quite much. but then I think about how lucky i am to live. To wake up each morning, knowing that breakfast is ready, to look forward for school, to have my family waiting for me at home and a bed to sleep in at night. I know there is many who suffer with bigger problems than mine - like my friends or just people around me. Family, relationships, friends, school, work and other issues that affect them, changes their mood and even changes which direction the corner of their mouth should turn. When i think about them in that perspective, i would think that I don't have a single problem that is capable to be compared with theirs.
I have never been i a real relationship, so therefore my imagination is quite limited, because it is hard to imagine pain... really - i tried. My family issues are like a korean dramas - everything will work out in the end so why make a fuss about it? I also feel that i have to be there for them, listen to what they have on theirs minds, so i can't betray them by saying that i had a bad day and want to get over it. I never meant to get in to trouble but somehow they always seem to find me, but i'm like rubber and everybody is like gum. problem bounces of me and sticks to them.
I find it funny that one of my friends told me that i'm more self-effacing than just critical, which is not true.
But without you - who am i ?
*raising my hand to answer a question.
