patience

15.30:

Tonight. I have to tell my parents something that will:
crush their hearts.
make them worried for 5 sec.
make them question me for about 3 hours
cause trouble between them
give them a headache for 2 hours
make my sister curious
make her want to buy me a bun from the cafeteria, when she finds out what the fuss was about
make my little brother come to my room and sing Phineas and Ferb theme songs for me
make my parents separate my siblings from me
make them all sleepless the whole night

But in the morning my parents will tell me that it's my own fault and i have too much spare time.
They will say that i have disappointed them and how could i do this to them .

and i will regret that i had open my mouth in the first place



19.50:

 - I can't do it.



20.37:


 I went to my mother and she asked me what i wanted. I starred at her for 2 minutes and then i asked her if she would like to show me how to make sushi and not only maki'es.
- I still haven't said anything, but i have to buy some rice tomorrow.

keep moving

From time to time i find myself rather stressed and tend to pity myself quite much.  but then I think about how lucky i am to live. To wake up each morning, knowing that breakfast is ready, to look forward for school, to have my family waiting for me at home and a bed to sleep in at night. I know there is many who suffer with bigger problems than mine - like my friends or just people around me. Family, relationships, friends, school, work and other issues that affect them, changes their mood and even changes which direction the corner of their mouth should turn. When i think about them in that perspective, i would think that I don't have a single problem that is capable to be compared with theirs.
I have never been i a real relationship, so therefore my imagination is quite limited, because it is hard to imagine pain... really - i tried. My family issues are like a korean dramas - everything will work out in the end so why make a fuss about it? I also feel that i have to be there for them, listen to what they have on theirs minds, so i can't betray them by saying that i had a bad day and want to get over it. I never meant to get in to trouble but somehow they always seem to find me, but i'm like rubber and everybody is like gum. problem bounces of me and sticks to them.

I find it funny that one of my friends told me that i'm more self-effacing than just critical, which is not true. 

But without you - who am i ?

*raising my hand to answer a question.

Myspace

Blogs makes me like people I've never met. Facebook makes me hate people I know in real life. Twitter makes me feel like a stalker. *sending you guys virtual hugs!

petals

Thanks dad. 

you did more than great! 

note: 

the blue and the small spots are painted by me, 

the rest is painted by my father 

- can you believe it's done with nail lacquer? 

and don't worry, he painted on a case made out of plastic and not on the back of my iPhone.

if you want to know, the case was originally pink with white stripes.

Angels will fall

Many of my classmates find it too weird that i have pictures of women wearing only lingerie as my desktop background. I have a "gorgeous" excuse. It is the Victoria Secret Angels and i have adored them since i was 10. They have the most prestigious runway-show on earth and that's with a good reason. I don't have to say why, but  the words "playful luxury lingerie" says it all, but the Angels are also, fresh, appealing
I have a lot of pictures of them, but this is certainly one of my favorites and currently one of my backgrounds! wavy bed hair, blue eyes, full lips in a blushing color, but mostly - sexy without showing skin.

You're an apple

I have not been on blogger for about a week, because i have had a lot of trouble lately - which once again resulted in that i'm once again grounded and have to go straight home after school. No I-have-to-stay-a-little-bit-longer-because-i-have-to-make-homework-with-my-friends, no parties (I have cancelled 3 already), i only get max. an hour from school to be at the doorstep. I'm not allowed to be with my friends after school, only if they come to my place. I will be questioned every time somebody calls or text me.

and why did this happen ?      

Weeeeelll...... I know why, but to make it simple - My parents love me and want to keep an eye on me.
HEHEHEHE !

Today's topic is: Le pomme.

I get why many like Apple products - the sleek timeless design, the light weight, the bright and deep colors, the compressor is fast and so is the browser, but I would still prefer other brands. 

I understand why Apple makes their products compatible only to their own products, but i loathe it!

My loving mother got me a surprise and my reaction crushed her heart. 

She prepared everything. She cleaned the kitchen desk and placed it right in the middle and she waited for me to come home to see my face. All I had to say was: Hey there's a mac on the table. theres a mac. Good  for you mom, you needed a new one. I hate mac. "

I am a proud owner of an LENOVO IBM THINKPAD T60 with Intel Centrino Duo, Windows 7 ultimate, with a "lousy" hard disc with 74.4 GB, but an awesome finger roller/scanner, a disc driver that can read dictionary CD's and install the programs. most important - windows have the biggest platform for any kind of files from the internet and CD's. 

I hate the browser and i hate the fact that i have spend at least 15 minutes to find out how to write the symbol "\".

Maybe in order to kill the bad mood, and make my "itisnotactuallyarviewijustdidnotknowwhattocallit-review"and make it more fair for "Apple lovers". I'm a "okay Apple"...
Here's a list of the experiences i have had with the MacBook:

Thumps up:

Timeless design

weights like nothing

The screen blinks instead of an annoying small lamp next to the webcam.

It has a lot of space - well i think so because i can't find where i can the properties for the hard disc.

The light adjustments for the keyboard

The cool options for the trackpad 

That the charger has a magnetic lock

the vibrant colors of the screen

you can have more than one desktop

I like that every time you install a program you would have to write a password(effective when someone want's to borrow you computer, but secretly use it to install HoN and you have not give permission)

The automatic spellchecker (Chrome did a good job too)

It's name .... Hello?! It's not a Laptop! It's a BOOK! so you have to hold it like a book !!#

Meh:

They still lose to windows because they don't have their own answer of an Office pack, but people loves windows office anyway. 

you can't have more than one safari window open (i like to organize my browsers in; school, bloguniverse and beyond, need2reed etc.)

It's often that the browser is snail-slow... really slow when i have more than 11 tabs/pages open

I HATE THAT EVERTIME I MARK A TEXT I HAVE TO COPY IT INSTEAD OF PULLING AND MOVING IT WITH THE CURSOR. I KNOW THAT I CAN MOVE T BUT I CAN'T SCROLL DOWN AT THE SAME TIME AND THAT'S MY PROBLEM DUDE !!!

what the hell is wrong with the size and shape of the charger ? - it's like 2 centimeter thick, diskette shaped brick that can't even balance ? Someday for sure it will be screwed. and most likely DIRTY.

The extra stuff like a mouse, an extra charger etc. cost like the wheels of your car. 

I feel paranoid, now that i have a webcam (again), so i have to tape a piece of paper to cover it(again).

I hate the options for the keyboard. WHATTHEECK IS COMMAND ? CTLR's cousin ? and where is DELETE!? T___T Why is @ not together with 2 anymore, did they break up or something ?

MSN Messenger is ugly, and I can't have the essential pack and the Windows Live writer which I use for my blog entries, and because there is no free blog-program available, I can't customize the size of my pictures.
Does Paint for Mac exist ? or just a free program that can crop your pictures ? BECAUSE THE PICTURE VIEWER SUCKS!#%&

I don't know how to make a shortcut for my pictures and music files and other folders. 

Phewwwwwww ~~ 

Isn't it ironic... if you did not know already i am the unaware, not proud partial owner of freaking 5 Apple products.

- I have an iPad that i share with my siblings(On iTunes it is called "Emtie's iPad and why the heck does the grammar settings spell all apple products with big initials automatically but not the brand-name itself?)"

- I have an iPhone( which on iTunes is named Emtienism's HTC", because i really really REALLY wanted an HTC but ended up with... yeah a brick from the wall)

- I have an iPod nano square version and my uncle from US bought it to me when i visited him back in 2006.   I have to admit that i loved this one back then because then i could secretly watch all my asian drama's at night, because my mother told me to put my laptop away. It was great times with a huge lack of sleep and a bigger amount of princess pink dreams ( you don't know how many times i re-watched the episodes of Hana Yori Dango also known as Boys before flowers just in Japanese version). I was told i could keep about 8 movies which is about 20 hours of films if i had no music files on it. I had 89 hours of TV-drama episodes and that was like more than 4 seasons.   

- Then what is the fourth ? I know that you know it's a Macbook as i have mentioned. which one ? the 17" MacBook Pro. 

- I have an apple.. yes seriously . IT'S A GOLDEN DELICIOUS HOW CAN THAT NOT COUNT IN?"%€

Sad but true. a person who has this many Apple products, doesn't like them and has not asked for them, but still gets them. 

I think i have said it before... iPhones are the most un-personal smartphone on the market, yet it is the one the firms make most apps available to, but they would have to consider it again, because about every second person that owns an smartphone is with android, which means they dominate about 50% of the global market. Apple dominates about 20%.  

There is one thing i like about iPhones  and that's .... The apps? .. Yeah only the apps.. No not the front camera feature - the quality sucks for blogging...

Back to the point: Their photography apps and i found this awesome quote from Xiaxue's blog that says it all:

"Not only is it fun, you are saved the hassle of transferring them to your computer and you can even do the editing on the toilet bowl, then immediately post them onto twitter/facebook/tumblr etc to get the attention you crave. Oh and I forgot to mention there is a front facing camera so of course the photos look great! It's a fucking winning formula and I'm loving it!"

To end this madness: I LOVE LENOVO, I LOVE WINDOWS, I LOVE SMARTPHONES WITH ANDROID AND I LOVE THEIR SOFTWARE NAMES: (gingerbread, Honeycomb, Ice cream sandwich etc.) AND I BEG THAT SAMSUNG STILL WANTS TO COOPERATE WITH GOOGLE, AND NOT MAKE THEIR OWN OPERATING SYSTEM   !!!####I HATE THAT EVERYTIME I MARK a text, I AHVE TO COPY IT INSTEAD OF PULLING IT WITH THE CURSOR !!!
HARD TO ADMIT IT BUT I LOVE APPLE JUST AS MUCH AS EVERYTHING ELSE I HAVE MENTIONED. IT'S A DEEP CONFESSION

one more time.. To end this blog entry in a more ... well just another tone: Is a turtle without a shell naked or homeless ? - think about that !

but for now... I'm going to cry myself to sleep while reading a story from Homers - Odysse because i have let my little sister have my TV moved in to her room. THERE IS STAR TREK ON TONIGHT !!! T__T


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Monday morning update:

So i just found out that my knowledge about a MacBook is way too limited, to be useful as a review of this "applesome" product - I'm the worse guideline.
And today i just learned a lot about the features from my classmates that has a MacBook - I will have to blog a new post after a month or two with this monster .... okay okay i got it ! - nice tone ...
... with this Hey-Ho MacSilver.  Or just McLovin' ..... Or MacGorgeous...

dried roses

I wanted to scream: I love you,
If the opportunity was there
I  would say it on and on
But you would never care

I would always wait for you
for your heart to return my call
an answer never came to me
you didn’t like me after all

love makes you blind
as the saying goes
I’m like “say what?”
well – I got my doze

Why did we end up here
like our story – all over again
How can I tell you it
without trying to defend

To be next to you, once again
to see you smile like that
it scares me that I never saw it
did I really long for you this bad?

What do I mean by this
if I would care to explain
all I can say to you is
I want you like insane

Sometimes I still want to scream
Scream my lungs out if you knew
Scream till I lost my voice
scream that I used to love you

people come and go
I guess you weren’t the one for me
after some time I realized
what never I expected love to be

numb pain.

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End

I was in Copenhagen to visit my family – I had a great time .

Waving

Yesterday I was quite excited and looking forward to watch the election for the Danish government. Just me and my tv - all night. I even did my best to be home on time, but i had a meeting to attend. I came home at 21, made myself a cup of tea and made myself comfortable on the floor in front of the tv. Just before the final announcement, my body decided to attack myself and let me pass out on the floor. I was still mentally awake, because i head the former prime minister's last speech to his party, but i could not see anything else than the ceiling and the light from the tv flash a couple of times.

A decade with the blue block policy has endend. Now it is time for red. Let's see what future will bring us and good luck to all the parties to make this little country to a better place - even if we already live in the world's best place to be and the happiest country om earth.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
This is a start
for something new.

My little sister turned 11 yesterday and i felt sorry for her, because i was busy and booked. So i took a quick break and bought some cupcakes - election cupcakes.






//:Emtie out - Posted using my iPhone

Self portrait

I watched some of my older V’logs and noticed that I often start with the same sentence, so my sister told me to record them again. She’s a cutie but she often makes me feel like an idiot…. but she helps me by judging my videos… but this is so …. I have to do something else!
Any ideas ? I am out of inspiration !

Lacker-Fail

I have just finished my Math/social studies-assignment and I am really exhausted!
I felt like I needed to write something, just to clear my head before my special appointment with my bed. I can not sleep right away if I have been stressed.
Yesterday I received a big envelope from The Coca Cola Group which the V’log is going to be all about. I know that I have to speak slower – that will be my next goal !

The V’log is in grey because after filming it, I realized that my desk lamp makes me quite orange and the area around my eyes looks like I have been punched.
I did not want to film again and edited it fast. It was quite long, so I decided to cut of the boring parts. Enjoy !

I LOVE KARL LAGERFELD!!!

HE IS MY HERO!

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Grief

“one day made “organized violence” to a concept in the mass media and it has been 10 years and even if the leaders are gone, the terror continues”.

Moments you share with others

Gradually dumb

BEAST

Today was the yearly sports day event of my school and fortunately the weather was perfect... maybe too perfect.

We all have to dress up in different categories under a main theme. The theme this year was "Time Travels" and we got the category 'The Autonomous". We  dressed up in black - from top to toe- and by the end of the day we were overcooked and dizzy. We won four, lost two and one match ended with a tie - We did not win the the championship....... But we had a lot of fun, being rude, making fun of everybody we passed on the field, throwing rocks, scream our lungs out and we danced a lot, while we listened to Michael Jackson – Bad.

 

My attempt to look like an autonomous who needs to sleep.

.. . I did my makeup and it turned out to look like an girl who got punched. Well you can definitely see that my purple eye shadow has become handy in this look. And the eyeliner was applied while I biked to the sports campus. Actually it went smooth… I think it is perfect - right ? hahaha !

 

I had to wipe off my makeup when I came home, because I promised my father to go to the library with him, and he told me that he would embarrassed if I looked like that - even IF people knew that I was dressed up. I was supposed to attend a party at my school, and got invited to a pre-party at my friends place , but due family matters I ended up biking all around the town and not allowed to go out for the rest of the weekend.
IT IS SAD, WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT FOR A MONTH.

without knowing the exact matter, I am grounded.

‘but here “was” the fart-face of the night.,

 

without the glasses:

 

 

Then I found my favorite spot at the library – the sound chair! AND IT IS GREEN!!!

 

 

Btw. I always take a lot of pictures and I hate to sort them and then delete them. Often the pictures a blurry, because I somehow get cramps in my hand.but they are also alike each other. I press the hit button about twice when I take a picture, so I end up with quite a pile of non useable pictures ….

 

 

GOOD NIGHT AND GOOD WEEKEND GUYS !!!

Today

I might be sick... btw. the sound was from my computer ... it's from a clip where my sister pretends to laugh like my mother... and it is not even close.


//:Emtie out - Posted using my iPhone